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Hi I'm Jon. I am socially awkwards, as in I dont pick up on cues people drop. I'd like to pass the blame, but thats shows weakness, but 5 years of boarding school surrounded by 260 guys and no girls in the middle of nowhere has got to have an effect. I like to consider myself a social leach, but probably in more of a realisitc sense than it would mean in context to others. Basiclly I'm a mix of everyone you've ever encountered, thats becuase I take what I see from the people around me and mold it into me. I recently had a major wakeup call that showed me exactly how selfish and cold hearted I actually am. It scared me so i guess this journal will have 2 purposes: firstly to convince myself theres some humanity left, and secondly to start posting selective entries from my real journal, as well and whatevers gnawing at me. I dont expect the people I intend these for to find them, but if they do, who knows mabye life will change as we know it, or mabye not ^^

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